Nina from ninaonthemoon.com is a beautiful blogger with beautiful writing and a beautiful heart. She had a fabulous idea in starting a tradition, maybe someday a movement, consisting of everyone doing their part by posting something true on Tuesdays. Specifically, it's something personal and intimate that you get the courage to share with the world, whether it's a dream, goal, memory or something else.
My first truth tuesday?
I am terrified of what the future holds.
There, I said it. I've been thinking it all year long, pondering between stages of denial and self-assurance, to reckless trust and putting all my hopes and prayers into the Universe's almight. That hasn't changed.
The fact remains, I start University in a foreign country in a month or so, and there are so many aspects of it that make me have a range of reactions, from biting my lip to being petrified and becoming white as a wall. Financially, psychologically, socially, my life will be different by 180 degrees. And it terrifies me. It makes me happy and anxious, but it also scares me to no end.
That's my truth right now, you have no idea how hard it was for me to say it, but I am ever so glad I did.